24.6.09

it's wednesday

It's Wednesday... or maybe it's still the first week of my rotation leave that I've spended if I wish really hard? Lots to do the day after tomorrow, this month though... which is probably the same for my family and some of my dear friends. I am headed to my best friend's beauty salon and perhaps another cooling eye gel or yogurt mask might sneak its way to my tiredness and blue mood.

23.6.09

Sinem

The thought of buying or get something special to her as a signify of our friendship actually came across my mind such a long time. Something that she couldn't easily has in her region place, something that she could use it often and the most important is there is no time frame... so, trendy stuff and ordinary souvenir eventhough is from Malaysia been moved out of my list. Personal Designed and Handmade photo album already given her as a wedding present. What else that required my creativeness to produce meanwhile to be sure the precentage of daily usage is higher? Finally, this thing came across my mind and decided to get it done before I fly off.

Thank you and greatly appreciated to my dear ex-uni friend Sook Teeng and her friend who been able to deliver this parcel within a DAY! Certainly, that was a really high effectiveness and effciency service due to my flight is 4 days after the design and draft been sent.

p/s: sinem, am sure most of the time u will received lots of trainers' envy's signt especially while you're having ur tea during the morning meeting everyday!

21.6.09

无声的讶异 Totally Blank

当某些突如其来的种种让你思路还来不及配合自己那独有的感官反应时,“呆”可以不只是几秒事情。它甚至足以持续发酵至几小时或好几天。虽然它也是感官折射出来的成品,但其后遗症却不输给那些轻微的叹息感慨悲伤忐忑哭泣,到稍微严重的怒骂、厮杀式的呐喊、暴力式的发泄… 。
种种能recall,能如数家珍的举动之后都会有旁人的劝导鼓励。发愣,脑袋是一片空白,旁人讲话一句也没听见眼前发生种种一样也没看见,虽说是一种心理调节,但是愣的时间过长,少了生活上应有的细节和意义…唉, 讲了这么多,这几天感觉好像有点白活了。

14.6.09

Forrest Gump & Mr.Bubba

It was a night of good food and good company. Finally, get to meet Chris and Jeannie after 6months of schedule arrangement. Surprisingly they're seafood lovers! Due to this, we've had a bucket of lovely shrimps in Bubba Gump Restaurant.

That was a fantastic place. You'll keep youself busy on looking around the interior once you step in, admire how creative they are, how approachable of every waiter, how lovely of the 80's and early 90's songs they played... These are what we call usually, Packaging! Of course, the strenght of a restaurant always back to the food itself. Hmm~ I think Gump be able to turn one's head after they step out of this restaurant. Atlease, I was one of them!

Thanks! Chris. Very enjoyable and greatly appreciated for the dinner!

Blueberry Lemonade. Remember intead of main dish? Just becuase this was my order. Im kinda person who lazy to read through all the details of every meal and decide what to eat. Expecially when some of my friends make up their minds and go for Italian Dishes, oh Gosh! So, appreciated of Jeannie's explaination, however, she decided to order for me, finally. The greatest happinest was been taken good care by some one else, Don't u agree?

11.6.09

回家。

只要是有属于自己避暑避寒避风雨的地方,每个人都会回家。分别只是怎么回,几时回?回家简单二字,每人的诠释差别极大。

我每天都会回到属于自己的私人空间,没有言语没有对谈,只有来回渡步的地板声和水喉洒洒的流水声。偶尔电视荧幕上男女主角的滑稽惹来自己无缘的爆笑,但那只是证明自己在生理心理上的反应有多正常。很多的同事都把它讲作room,因为是一间间的cabin。但我却喜欢叫它做house,温馨的感觉不但倍增,而且让我过得更好。不是自欺欺人,是一种如何对待生活的态度。它具备我生活上的基本要求和格式,甚至很多时候额外的种种活动和消遣更让自己在“孤独”下并无任何度日如年的感觉。但,他永远取代不了那个地方。

那个地方,是我每隔五十六天就会回去的地方,是三十年前爸妈决定把我们的家立在这个地方的地方。尤其当飞机在三万八千多尺高在蓝白相间的空间在绿野青葱的土地上准备着陆时,那一刻,我就是真正的回到了这个地方。这一刻,不久,就在8小时之后,就在飞机师再次开启机轮的那一刻。

-机场候机室,7: 55pm.